May 23, 2020

Hand in hand, lets walk again


I promised to give you the best
but may have missed in life's test

I promised to respect you as my own possession
but may have missed on several occasion

Your interests, desires, and needs are no less important than my own
Have offered my best, yet feel that I have missed on a few zone.

Decade went and we became busy in managing life
Duties became priority and love took the side,

You were so available and taken for granted
could not sense that your wish is shunted

Heart cried in daily smiles
hardly realising the distance growing miles

Time came and emotions exploded
mouth went loud and dreams eroded...

World went in lockdown and work took a pause,
schedules canceled and started realising the cause.

Who says it can't be done,
I take steps and you take few
gardens will again, have its morning dew

I protect honor & dignity,
your control Anger & anxiety,

Hand in hand and sharing the smiles and cry
We have fallen, but can get up and try          
Let our children have in pair
Papa's fun and Mummy's care

I promise to share with you my time and my attention
and to bring joy, strength, and imagination.
You forgive and forget the issue that doesn't matter
let’s unite with free mind and love to cater.

May 21, 2020

Apmhan Cyclone

Super Cyclonic Storm Amphan was a powerful tropical cyclone which has caused widespread damage over Odisha and Bengal. Amphan was also the first super cyclonic storm in the Bay of Bengal since the 1999 Odisha cyclone, as well as the second-most intense tropical cyclone worldwide in 2020. The first tropical cyclone of the 2020 North Indian Ocean cyclone season, Amphan developed from an area of low pressure over the southern Bay of Bengal.

Since the morning of 20th May, Kolkata was windy, and then by noon drizzling started. By evening rain became heavy and say about 6pm onwards wind was blowing with force and rattling sounds outside and whistling from windowpanes started and it was at its peak by about 7:30. 

Already streetlights were cut-off with a view to save from short circuits. It was dark outside with occasional lightning brightness. It rained heavily for almost 4-5 hours and soon streets got flooded with water. Thankfully I parked my vehicle inside the garage and in commonplace inside the premises. Trust they are safe.

It was scary and frightening. Cyclone started to fed post 10pm, but again blow of strong wind started by about 11:30 around. The damage was severe and very difficult to ascertain in the dark night. Though social media was active in sharing information.

By the next day, i.e. 21st May, the rain disappeared with cloudy Sun. Streets in major parts were waterlogged. It was difficult to visit my office (though 5 blocks away) so I chose not to venture. I will assess the aftermath at the office only tomorrow when I visit.

About 72 lives lost and several injured with thousands going homeless. In the prevailing pandemic of Covid19, this is going brutal in Bengal.
  




 


May 15, 2020

My Doll is getting matured.

Today I had a good terrace night walk with my daughter Bhavya. She is now into10th year but she has matured of her age. We enjoyed the day by playing, a bit of gardening, studying, and watching comedy series 'Sarabhai vs Sarabhai'. At night we went to the terrace for some walk-talk.

We started with normal chats and soon discussing good/evil, why people get angry etc. If God is there then why he allows bad things on earth? I explained to her about 'Karma' and how a thing comes back due to one's Karma. For this, I took the example of Krishna and the war of Mahabharat. Krishna knew everything, he could have used his power and could have stopped the war. But his role was to explain the truth, rest it was the individual's choice of accepting and overruling the same.

Her next question was whether our faith is not responsible for our future. Here I had to take some detailed explanation on that what we term faith is basically the accumulation of our past Karma. As our all Karma is not rewarded/penalize instantly, God provides us the opportunity to rectify our ill/bad Karma so that we get less penalty, but if it's accumulated for a long, we fall in a bad phase. Also, instead of taking responsibility for our bad Karma in the past, we blame it on Faith, so that we can earn sympathy. 

Then we had a discussion on Jainism. Why and how it is important to follow the writings of Jainism. How a small positive and constructive change can change an entire life. We discussed our various family members how they follow religion and what can be the future....... 

Then she said, if our (Jain/Hindu) culture was so rich, then why it is not followed........Now, this was a big answer, I may not be elaborate on this, but it flows like......
Earlier, the religious preaching was not written but, remembered and preached by followers, so there has been some dilution/change in original preachings...... Also, with the invasion of Islamic culture, right from Ghori to Akbar all looted and destroyed Hindu culture. Then she abruptly asked me then why her History book says good about Mughal Empire? (Now this was getting much detailed and tough). So I explained, Historians write books, and Historians were selected by ruling leaders and they would appoint only those who write well. So the world knows that Akbar had 'Navratna' and appointed Hindu in courtier. However, several Hindu and Jain temples were looted and destroyed during his reign. Several Hindu scholars and innocents were killed/converted to the Islamic religion. This has not been mentioned. Then it was British rules, they also did the same thing. They destroyed our culture so that we lose our unity and intelligence. 
Then why not after independence things were rectified? It was her instant question. So then I had to step into the Nehru Gandhi dynasty. How Sardar Patel could unite hundreds of small provinces to make a strong Hindustan. But one Jammu was not dealt with properly by Nehru. How in spite of all votes in favor of Sardar Patel, Nehru was asked to become PM by Gandhi. So I summarise that Gandhi wanted to be popular and Nehru wanted to be powerful, and this resulted in division and start of Nehru/Gandhi congress dynasty in India.
She was having so connected questions as if she was understanding all chronologically...... Bhavya then asked, Why Modiji is not doing anything to change this. Then I again had to say that our Nation was looted continuously till his ruling, that his focus is on uplifting poors and progress of Nation. It was getting too minute and I still manage to explain till we had time.....

Ultimately it was almost quarter past 11 and she was also feeling sleepy, so I decided to go back and call it a day.

What I realised that she as grown beyond her age in understanding Macro things at micro-levels. She is very sensitive but has strong understandings. I really wish her good luck for the future and stay blessed. Love you a lot Bhavya beta.

Now, with this, I sign-off for the day.

May 1, 2020

Jain - Laghu Shanti Sutra


|| LAGHU SHANTI STAVAN STUTI||


SANTIM SANTI-NISANTAM, 
SANTAM SANTA-SIVAM NAMASKRTYA 
STOTUH SANTI-NIMITTAM, 
MANTRA-PADAIH SANTAYE STAUMI  1 

OMITI NISCITA-VACASE,
NAMO NAMO BHAGAVATERHATE PUJAM 
SANTI-JINAYA JAYAVATE, 
YASASVINE SVAMINE DAMINAM  2 

SAKALATISESAKA-MAHA-SAMPATTI-SAMANVITAYA SASYAYA 
TRAILOKYA-PUJITAYA CA, 
NAMO NAMAH SANTI-DEVAYA  3 

SARVAMARA-SUSAMUHA-SVAMIKA-SAMPUJITAYA NA JITAYA 
BHUVANA-JANA-PALANODYATA-TAMAYA SATATAM NAMAS-TASMAI  4 

SARVA-DURITAUGHA-NASANA-KARAYA SARVASIVA-PRASAMANAYA 
DUSTA GRAHA-BHUTA-PISACA-SAKININAM PRAMATHANAYA  5 

YASYETI NAMA-MANTRA-PRADHANA-VAKYOPAYOGA-KRTA-TOSA 
VIJAYA KURUTE JANA-HITA-MITI 
CA NUTA NAMATA TAM SANTIM       6 

BHAVATU NAMASTE BHAGAVATI!, 
VIJAYE! SUJAYE! PARA-PARAIRAJITE! 
APARAJITE! JAGATYAM, 
JAYATITI JAYAVAHE! BHAVATI       7 

SARVASYAPI CA SANGHASYA, 
BHADRA-KALYANA-MANGALA-PRADADE! 
SADHUNAM CA SADA 
SIVA-SUTUSTI-PUSTI-PRADE! JIYAH       8 

BHAVYANAM KRTA-SIDDHE!, 
NIRVRTI-NIRVANA-JANANI! SATTVANAM 
ABHAYA-PRADANA-NIRATE!, 
NAMOSTU SVASTI-PRADE! TUBHYAM       9

BHAKTANAM JANTUNAM, 
SUBHAVAHE! NITYA-MUDYATE! DEVI! 
SAMYAG-DRSTINAM 
DHRTI-RATI-MATI-BUDDHI-PRADANAYA       10 

JINA-SASANA-NIRATANAM, 
SANTI-NATANAM CA JAGATI JANATANAM 
SRI-SAMPAT-KIRTI-YASO-VARDDHANI!,
JAYA DEVI! VIJAYASVA   11 

SALILA-NALA-VISA-VISADHARA-DUSTA-GRAHA-RAJA-ROGA-RANA-BHAYATAH 
RAKSASA-RIPU-GANA-MARI-CAURETI-SVAPADA-DIBHYAH   12 

ATHA RAKSA RAKSA SUSIVAM, KURU KURU SANTIM CA KURU KURU SADETI 
TUSTIM KURU KURU PUSTIM, KURU KURU SVASTIM CA KURU KURU TVAM   13 

BHAGAVATI! GUNAVATI! SIVA-SANTI-TUSTI-PUSTI-SVASTIHA KURU KURU JANANAM 
OMITI NAMO NAMO HRAA HRIA HRUA HRAH, YAH KSAH HRIA PHAT PHAT SVAHA  14 

EVAM-YANNAMAKSARA-PURASSARAM, SANSTUTA JAYA-DEVI 
KURUTE SANTIM NAMATAM, 
NAMO NAMAH SANTAYE TASMAI 15 

ITI PURVA-SURI-DARSITA-MANTRA-PADA-VIDARBHITAH STAVAH SANTEH 
SALILADI-BHAYA-VINASI,
SANTYADI-KARASCA BHAKTIMATAM   16 

YASCAINAM PATHATI SADA,
SRNOTI BHAVAYATI VA YATHA-YOGAM 
SA HI SANTI-PADAM YAYAT, 
SURIH SRI-MANA-DEVASCA   17 

UPASARGAH KSAYAM YANTI, 
CHIDYANTE VIGHNA-VALLAYAH 
MANAH PRASANNATAMETI, 
PUJYAMANE JINESVARE  18 

SARVA-MANGALA-MANGALYAM, 
SARVA-KALYANA-KARANAM 
PRADHANAM SARVA-DHARMANAM, 
JAINAM JAYATI SASANAM  19